About the beast

A girl has learned that her place is at the feet of a Man, a Master.

She has learned that she finds exquisite freedom when she has the chill of a Man’s steel locked tightly about her throat.

She kneels silently in the shadows, watching…

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Friday, 12th October 2007

Time to update this “about me” she thinks.

To start with, a girl may be considered a submissive masochist; she needs to serve and craves pain at times. While she yearns to kneel at a Man’s feet with the chill of cold steel locked tightly about her throat, she is in no rush to find a Master. True Masters are harder to find that a Vincent: Black Shadow and so; for now, she kneels silently in the shadows; watching, listening and thinking way too much. ~chuckles~

A little about the nature of the beast….

She is a tom-boy. She rides a motorcycle and you will be more likely to see her with motor grease smeared on her face than evil smelling make-up. She does not even own any make-up now that she thinks about it. She adores being able to jump on the back of her motorcycle and just ride with no set destination. The wind in her face and a sense of freedom that is similar to that of being owned. They do say that “only a motorcyclist understands why a dog hangs his head out of a car window”. ~smiles~

She also loves her computer games. Give her a good rpg like MorrowWind, NeverWinter Nights or Final Fantasy; a good survival horror like Silent Hill, Resident Evil or Project Zero (Fatal Frame) and she will be as happy as a pig in mud… She is a big kid at heart.
As with the games, she goes through phases being creative. She does many things ranging from embroidery and making toys; to chain mailing and trying to make whips.She is an illustrator/writer at heart, not very good but practice makes perfect. One day it may pay the bills.

A prolific reader, often having five or more books going at the one time; fiction, non-fiction, biographies, autobiographies and she still loves her comics; Dark Horse, DC:Vertigo and numerous independent companies such as Warp Graphics.
She hates those womens magazines that girlie-girls seem to enjoy so much, she feels there is more to read about than why _________ <- [insert name here] has divorced from _________ <- [insert name here]; why _________ <- [insert name here] shaved their head or why _________ <- [insert name here] should not have gone to jail. It saddens her to see what has made the headlines in today’s newspapers when there is more going on in the real world than in the “ever-so-exciting” world of Hollywood. ~rolls eyes~

Anyway….. ~laughs~

She has a very warped, dark, sarcastic sense of humour. Speaks without thinking much more than she should. She is very blunt, too honest for her own good. she does not like candy-coating things and has unintentionally hurt her friends feelings in the past by putting her foot in her mouth; not to mention the physical and psychological punishments she has received from pervious Masters for speaking when she should have been silent, saying the wrong thing at the wrong time or for being bratty and insolent.

Last but not least, she is owned by her lil’ man, Zac. A big wimp of a cat who holds her heart in his paws. A girl helped birth Zac and his siblings when she looked after his pregnant mother for a friend. One of his siblings was breech; it was a very interesting experience trying to pull the slimy little body out of mummy cat without harming either mother or kitty. Zac was the big bully of the litter and a girl never much liked him for that reason and yet, he is the one that won her heart in the end. When it is cold, he sleeps in bed with her under the covers, stretched out by her side with his paw resting on her chin or the side of her throat. Like a Man, he has a habit of snoring and hogging the bed.
~laughs~
But she loves the horrid lil’ fellow with all her heart.

She has also been adopted by three strays that are eating her out of house and home. Two cute little tabby and white girls and a big, scruffy looking ginger tom. Her good friends have nick named her “the crazy cat lady”. ~laughs~
(Yes, she loves dogs too but prefers cats, and rats.)
Does anyone wish to adopt a cat? They are very cute and affectionate. ~smiles~

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Within her pages, she will explore her thoughts and feelings about both the lifestyle and being a submissive masochist. These pages will not be porn based but she will be including pictures/photographs as well as tails she has written of an erotic or disturbing nature. They will cover subjects ranging from consensual Old World and mainstream slavery and blood-play/vampirism; latex and play rape to the occasional sickeningly cute fluffy animal or something that makes her laugh. she may even post photographs of herself, though she highly doubts that she will. She does not much like the idea of having her picture available over the internet for all the world to see… Although the very blurry picture of her in her gasmask below is ok in her eyes…. ~chuckles~

Her pages are NOT intended for those under 18 years of age or those who disagree and dislike anything that does not seem ‘normal’ based on the constraints in today’s society. In all honesty, this journal is not really intended for anyone other than herself (and her closest friends). However, if others drop by and read, maybe learn then it will make her happy; if they do not agree and move on, she is more than happy with that too. Therefore, the warning is there and she hopes it will be heeded.

~thinks~ This should be enough to give you a quick overview of who a girl is. She hopes that you enjoy your time here.

She thanks you sincerely for dropping by.

~bows head~

She wishes you well,
beast

Header photograph by ©Herr Buchta.

Nb – All writing and thoughts contained within these pages are my own, unless stated otherwise. All artists, photographers, writers (and others) whose work or words that I have used, I have attempted to contact for permission regarding their work within my pages.

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